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[Dec. 5th, 2004|07:39 pm] |
new lj,
weXareXallXdead
add me or die |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|03:47 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the used- im a fake | ] |
wow.
i found my left over oxycontin from when i got my wisdom/extra teeth out
i am really fucking hihg....
and its 3 47
well this is the death of this lj
so dont bother looking for an update from cuthroatkissx
i just got tired of it |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|11:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Every Time I Die - Punch Drunk Punk Rock Romance | ] |
fucking fuck.
it's 11:34
and wow.
fuck fuck fuck.
i don't even know what to say.
i wish someone was online so i could talk to someone/anyone about this.
usually i'd just vent in here but i no longer have that option.
as she reads this.
ooo.
someone just got an idea.
maybe she was right. |
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| Happiness snuck out my window as you came through my front door. |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|07:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Fear Before The March Of Flames - A Tyrant Meets His Maker | ] |
damn.
sure is a hot in here.
reminds me of hell.
bored.
but hopefully not for long.
someone is bringing me hot soup.
at least they say they are...
we'll see....
so i am really sick.
i think i have bronchitis.
i now believe in karma.
i sure as hell wish i had something i could put my faith in now.
god damnit.
why?
why this again?
i've got some questions to ask.
and a ruling to pass.
i must admit.
i never really got over it.
and ive been dying for a fucking explanation.
it's hard to live life with a knife in your chest.
so tell me dear.
what do you have to say for yourself?
i know we said we wouldn't let things build up anymore.
and i have tried so hard to bury this.
but it's burying me.
i know you have a heart.
ive felt it beat.
so where was it that day?
yeah.
sorry about that ppl that arent her.
not much to say.
i sat around, a few ppl stopped by to say hola and wish me well
it was fun
listening to fear before the march of flames and i really dig them
mr. eddy, is the armory show real?
thatd be kickass
i need a pick me up
damn.damn.damn. why can i not give this up? it shouldnt be a big deal but it is.
birthdays are officialy no longer celebrated by sean corry.
well at least not my own.
fuck birthdays.
btw lindsay bailey, happy bday and i love you infinity!
sorry i couldn't be there!
well, on the brightside, maybe this is fatal. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|01:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ATREYU- MY Sanity On The Funeral Pyre | ] |
i was bored, so i fucked around with my lj..... like it? |
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| Spring Break! |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|03:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Eastside Boys- Wat U Gon' Do? | ] |
finals week is over, thank fucking god.
i want you to get low
lower than a pregnant ant's stomache. |
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| LIke my first time, that I caught fire.... |
[Dec. 2nd, 2004|10:08 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | guns n' roses - knocking on heaven's door | ] |
If you feel like dying, You might wanna sing.
wow
the used kick ass.
what did i do yesterday?
i got all my stuff off my chest and my girlfriend seems to want to try it.
and then she kissed me and i was surprised a fucking lot.
and i could think about nothing else until i was home
then i sat around, worked on my english thing for awhile
and then vannesa called me and asked if i was going to valeries game....
2 hours later i was watching her play and it made me really happy.
she is beautiful and even though she only got too play for a little while, she did really good.
and i am happy that everything turned out as it did, cuz she seems to have a new attitude, and it's exciting....
i was right, its definitely better this way.
<2
otherwise, i went to schoool, took gay ass tests and shit.
saw some ppl, and stuff
i really hate finals week,
i thought regular weeks were hard enough
blah....
i can't wait for the new tri.
thanks to all my friends.... you really cheer me up
(you, you are really amazing, and i think with this change, you can accomplish the things you want in me)
SEAN ♥ |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 30th, 2004|07:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Killers- Mr. Brightside (boy do i) | ] |
honey (this ones for you)
thanks for the vote of confidence
thanks for the dissapointment
somehow i know that if you were in my shoes it be a bigger deal
thanks for my birthday....note.
thanks for asking me if i was done being a jerk
just thanks...
i feel like shit
and it seems to be our theme song
i dont know anything anymore
and i certainly didnt expect this from you (or the lack thereof)
but i have come to the conclusion that you dont fucking believe anything i say to you
yet i have never lied to you
and if i believed everything i heard about you
id think you were ugly
rude
stuck up
and stupid
i geuss thats not as bad but i just.....
what the fuck i cant even say anything to you
this isnt love
this is more like a war
we only quit fighting to reload our guns
is that what it looks like to you?
is that what you want?
i know i dont need this
thanks love
you made it great. |
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| you lied to the angel, said i stabbed you to death |
[Nov. 30th, 2004|03:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | </3 | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the used - lunacy fringe | ] |
i like how you ask me questions even tho ive already told you the answers
i like how you tell me things you shouldnt
i like how you get my hopes up
(sarcasm at it's worst)
well, let's see
today i went to hell (skhs)
and sat around, took a huge test in english
but even if i got an a i'd still fail the class
blah
amanda didnt write me back
there is a new kid at school and he is my neighbor indeed
crazy.
today sucked ass,
i lost lyndsay c's lipgloss
she was pissed
i don't know
and chris randall told her what i said i geuss
that' cool
couldnt find the lovely kristen after school
that's not cool
i havent seen samantha in a long ass time
thats fucking totally uncool
she's my little latin dreamboat and by god sammy,
i will stuff you in my locker!
well shit, nothing good happened today so
later |
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| poop |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|11:37 pm] |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|07:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | me without you - bullet to binary | ] |
bday today
many ppl i didnt expect to even remember remembered,
and some ppl i expected to make a deal of it didn't,
strange
lindsay bailey made a deal of it and she is grand!
kristen also made me a card
and she is the cooolest bestest kid ever!
well shit,
later
and thanx to those that sent stuff & made stuff for me today!
</3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|03:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the used- cut up angels | ] |
amanda is sexy
and so are her elbows
she is a giant
and that is neat
hope you see this kiddo! |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|03:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the used - i caught fire | ] |
someone <2
Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been
Maybe you and me
So kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin
(I'm melting, I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Now
Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love
I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
(Stay with me lay with me now)
You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
Take my hand
We could take our heads off
stay in bed just make love that's all
Just stay with me now
I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me lay with me
(Stay with me, lay with me)
In your eyes
Lets sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes (I'm melting in your eyes)
Let's leave till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes |
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| My Heart Is Dead, And So Are You |
[Nov. 27th, 2004|06:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | its friday, im in love | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Atreyu- Demonology and Heartache | ] |
wow.
umm
crazy stuff
had a party
got a ride in a cop car
living with my dad for the most part now
went to her house
watched hp3
had thanksgiving dinner with her family
saw baby pictures
<2 my hippy <2
friday went to the movies with her
it was swell and she is most gorgeus <2
got birthday money from my deadbeat father
saturday-
missed her, sat around, and
had a belated tday dinner with my mom and brothers
going to open some presents even though
my bday is on monday
btw, i am very excited to have a secret admirer
they sign as anonymous and pretend to hate me but they read it so
i presume they must be in love
thanx sweetheart<2
i miss you all, and comment if you wish to hang out,
i want to start seeing more ppl
and we're gone.... |
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| To the people running AIM |
[Nov. 18th, 2004|03:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  damn you AIM! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | A Computers Dismantling | ] |
Dear LameBrains,
Sometimes you like to sign me off for no apparent reason,
you also like to sometimes not let me sign on.
I must Inform you with this strongly worded warning that if you continue
to pull a SKHS and just suck ass in general,
I might have to kill you.
I do not care if you are a robot,
i will bring a screwdriver and undo your pathetic existence piece by piece
and when i am done, it wont be pretty..
wires and bolts and chips all over the floor
so quit fucking up!
Thank You,
SDC |
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| let me go on |
[Nov. 18th, 2004|03:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | violent femmes - blister in the sun | ] |
wow.
i have a headache
and i am tired because someone kept me on the phone till 1
anyways
i feel soo bad
my nose is like messed up
and my head hurts
i.e. headache
i hope i get to go to the aiden show with matthew and my lil senorita sammy <2
but i doubt i will
anyways
matthew is funny as hell
i wonder what carly and sammy are doing?
i need to hang out with them
my little junior high pals!
ladies and gentlemen
i give you
death.
that was random,
does anyone know how to put pics on here?
ive got some good ones.
blah
comment and make me feel good <2
When I'm out walkin' I strut my stuff
Man,I'm so strung out
I'm high as a kite I just might stop to check you out
Let me go on like I blister in the sun
Let me go on big hands I know you're the one.... |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 17th, 2004|04:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  eddy is the shit | ] |
| [ | music |
| | alexisonfire - the kennedy curse | ] |
dustin eddy,
you make me laugh
and others shall as well
(dustin is a fucking madman)
moneen09: the world is like myspace and livejournal
moneen09: jesus prob had both of them
haha, that jesus, what a scene bastard |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 17th, 2004|04:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | atreyu - five vicodin chased with a shot of clarity | ] |
picking bullets out of my chest,
don't sign your notes with always,
because even this lead wont last forever,
ill pick them out
and melt them down
and try to make something better than this
put your pistol down
and take that smile off your face
we are not down but out
and this is most of the time
its more the norm
than it should be
i geuss that's what i get |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 17th, 2004|03:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | </3 | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the postal service - we will become sillouhettes | ] |
so I have figured it out,
it only makes me happy until wednesday
wow, shit's gay
school was alright
i saw lots of people,
most i didnt want to see....
in a thing again,
this whole situation is incredibly gay
what did i get myself into?
took a city like new orleans,
to kill a man like johnny thunders
a man who died with his guitar in his hands
yeah so other than that, gay, i have to find a house to stay at this weekend,
as i cant go to my dad's house....
anyone?
although no boys read lj's...
gah
death
and all them young girls crying,
saying why johnny?
but i say something different,
i say go go
go johnny thunders
i say
go go
go johnny thunders
</3 |
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| fuck them 3 |
[Nov. 12th, 2004|04:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | dead would be better | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sublime - summertime | ] |
its not so hard when her friend gives me more reasons....
i am a bad boyfriend apparently
and i dont know what i am talking about anymore,
i hope someone gets me soon,
i need to drink this away
with or without people but prefferably with people
i dont care about shit anymore
and its kindof sad
dustin eddy is one cool kid,
you better respex the mex.
shit i am bored
and the three of them just drag me down more,
but in a way its good,
her sister and friend are making it alot easier
making me care less
oh well fuck it
i have gone to far to turn back now
i shall do better this weekend, i will have a love,
and i will have no worries
at least i hope....
or even a star wars toothbrush bracelet...
brittany we are hanging out and while you make it we will
watch the first three?
i need someone right now...
post a comment and return me to the hXc kid i am
i am tired of being a faggot emo fuck |
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